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Went for run just now. I think i can never figure out why things always look better after a run.

Despite all the ranting against having hope (no hope, no disappointment), i realised tat all along, running has been about hope. I can't imagine a run without an ending point. There's always hope in reaching the ending point, in style sometimes; there's always hope in reaching the waterpoint; there's always hope in seeing a chio bu, haha...

Anyway, running clears the mind.

Oh ya, running with eyes closed still reminds me of her. Too.