My mind is literally dying with every second of this holiday torture.

I think there should be a books on rules of dating. Rules that would always be rite and as long as everyone follow these rules, everyone will live happily ever after. Like maybe, one should juz give up on someone when she is so obviously cold towards u, for watever reason. But some smart aleck juz had to say things like "never give up", "no pain no gain", "perserverence will pay off" and such crap and everything becomes blurred again.

I dun understand, why i muz suffer like this.