NYE '08

Hello blog on the other side.

Long time no write.

It's new year's eve.

And I'm obviously at home.

My friend said at east coast, at midnight, the offshore tankers would fire up flares and sound their horns. I'm thinking of going to take a look later. I din ask him along. Wanted to, but juz din. Dun really noe why, juz a lot of inertia. Might be becus i wanted some time alone. Might be becus i din want to disturb him. But i dun really noe.

Can't help thinking.

One year ago this day, I had one of the best days of my life. Guess it's hard to beat times like that. But gotta say this year's such stark difference from the last. Well, i told myself, at least there's a high chance next year would be better than this.

Maybe tat's y i seem to be making myself as miserable as possible this eve.

I dunno wat else to write.

Happy New Year

-_- 麻醉自己

"Bubbly". Such a nice song when i first heard it. Might turn out to be about having great sex in the end. WTH...

Boy meets up with "Good Fren" after a long time.
Boy falls for "Good Fren".
"Good Fren" rejects boy.
Boy confides in "Good Fren 2".
Boy doesn't see "Good Fren" in a while.
"Good Fren" starts a relationship with "Good Fren 2".

Perfect.