Dreamt about her last night. I m this close to jumping in.

Damn, this is scary...

Having to revise patho again after 3 (!) years. General patho is slowly shortening my lifespan. I actually wish i were studying O+G again instead.

Damn , this is lagi scary.

Electives to prepare + major exams + distractions galore = very luan again.

Issues...

I dun feel the love man..

Happy b'day to moi.

Started my b'day with stressful exams.

Then lonely time at big big pondside.

Then heavy++ sinful dinner.

Yup... perfect quarter century.

Blardy netscape screwing around with me again...

Serious of O+G tests for the past few days make me feel cheated of my CNY. But no further comments, in case i jinx my OSCEs tmr and kenna jialat jialt...

Gonna meet her on sunday. I think. What can i say. I still duno where this is leading. Though i'll prob noe if i do something. But i do something wait become notin then very sianz.... How like that...

Stupid eve of last paper, and most important paper and suddenly i find myself having notin more to study, at 11.30pm. Ok, maybe, or yah lah, got some more. But feels inconsequential. Am i numbed or am i just plain lazy??

Where shall i go tmr....?

I've slept so much, yet i feel as tired as i've ever been.

Unfamiliar situation of having exams straight after CNY.

Feels weird.

Selfishness is in the eye of the beholder.

She msged me last night. It was nice.

But i still duno how it will turn out.

Maybe i din really like her that way afterall.

Maybe i had got caught up in the series of events again afterall.

I heard foot steps behind me for the last km or so. So how, bo bian. Sprint lah. I think i sprinted for 1km. Cos i simply dun wanna be overtaken. Ya, even though i was ready to relac on the way back. I just din want to lose.

Strange though, i nv saw the person that was supposed to be behind me.

Notin good happened after today's run. She din msg me. I duno if i should msg her.

Y do things always screw up after everything's so perfect?